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Of all the things I've lost.... I miss my mind the most!! ..

Josephine/Female/21-25. Lives in Canada/Nova Scotia/Glace Bay, speaks English and Arabic. Eye color is blue. I am what my mother calls unique. I am also creative. My interests are being introduced to new sounds... then learning it./Long walks... usually near the ocean... I can spend hours..
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My Own Prison ... Creed
Honestly ... Harem Scarem
Man on the Side ... John Mayer
Crush ... Dave Matthews
Give me one Reason ... Tracey Chapman
A change of Seasons .. Dream Theatre Better Man ... Pearl Jam
Two for the Show ... Trooper
Weeping Willow ... April Wine
Strong Enough ... Sheryl Crow
Broken ... Seether
Walk Away ... Ben Harper
Comfortable ... John Mayer
Something to say ... Harem Scarem
Wish you were here ... Incubus
Criminal Mind ... Gowan
Needle and the damage done ... Neil Young
Who needs information ... Roger Waters



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The WeatherPixie

~ Friday, December 19, 2003
 
Happy Holidays..... I think :S


I know I know, Its been quite some time since I have come here to share my thoughts.... In all honesty.... I wasn't going to write anymore... not that I didn't enjoy doing it... just that I didn't really have a whole lot to write about... now that the season of Christmas is upon us.... I think I might have a little left in me to share....

People have been asking me why I dislike christmas so much... well... I think I have enough time to try and explain my feelings about this "so called" holiday....

I think John Lennon states it best.... " So this is christmas and what have you done? another year over, a new one just begun." ... so where do I start.... so many things happen in the run of a year... does anyone remember what the spirit of christmas really is.... NO.... all it is is commercialized assholes out there trying to get you to buy the stuff they sell... " Merry Christmas.... buy our crap" ... ahaaa.... so thats what its all about... the presents and who gets the most expensive things..... well... people like me.... poor that is.... all we do is stress out over christmas.... I don't like the hustle and the bustle of all those people.... so.... just like everyother holiday out there.... BOOOO to christmas too... until people start realizing that Shopping is not the key point of the holiday and they can actually enjoy the true meaning of christmas... if there is one anymore.... I'm not going to be a holly jolly Jo-Jo this time of year and I frown at those who brag about the things they recieve... I don't believe that people have become so absorbed in this buying thing that they forgot about the celebrating and the religious end of the holiday (not saying im religious in the least) .... I just wish.... for my christmas wish.... that people will someday learn that its not the stuff they get or the stuff they have or the most popular toy this season but the love and comfort of your family, the joy of friends and food and company... but that will never happen.... so Merry Shopping to all you Christmas celebrators... may your checkbooks someday be balanced and that the gifts you purchased bring a smile to those receiving them... for me.... I'm gonna spend my holiday working with a bunch of people I love to be around and looking forward to a nice hot turkey dinner.... other than that... Seasons Greetings....


Jo dash Jo
~ Tuesday, November 25, 2003
 
In Loving Memory

Albi
November 21, 2003


I regret to announce that Albi Rat has passed away this past Friday after a long and difficult illness. She will be greatly missed by... well... at least me... she leaves behind two children (rat 1 and rat 2) and two co existing rats (goober and gizmo)... she lived a full life of... well... chewing and stuff... she was a good rat... she was a good companion and loved people.

Rest in Peace

love Jo-Jo
~ Tuesday, November 11, 2003
 
Dear Pets:

When I say to move, it means to go someplace else, not switch
positions with each other so there are still two of you in the
way.

The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your
food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please
note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food
does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor
do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest.

The hallway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a
racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object.
Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can
run.

I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very
sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the
couch to ensure your comfort.

Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping, they can actually
curl up in a ball. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular
to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I
also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues
hanging out the other end to maximize space used is nothing
but sarcasm.

My compact discs are not miniature Frisbees.

For the last time, there is not a secret exit from the
bathroom. If by some miracle I beat you there and manage to
get the door shut, it is not necessary to claw, whine, try to
turn the knob, or get your paw under the edge and try to pull
the door open. When I exit this room, I will come out the same
door I entered. In addition, I have been using bathrooms for
years. Canine/Feline attendance has never been necessary.

The proper order is kiss me, then go smell the other animal
or your butt. I cannot stress this enough. It would be such a
simple change for you.

In return for your following these simple rules, I have
posted the following message on our front door:

Our Rules for Non-Pet Owners Who Visit and Like to Complain
About Our Pets:

1. They live here. You don't.
2. If you don't want their hair on your clothes, stay off
the furniture.
3. I like my pet a lot better than I like most people.
4. To you, it's an animal. To me, he/she is an adopted
son/daughter who is short, hairy, walks on all fours and
doesn't speak clearly.
5. Dogs and cats are better than kids. They eat less, don't
ask for money all the time, are easier to train, usually come
when called, never drive your car, don't hang out with
drug-using friends, don't smoke or drink, don't worry about
buying the latest fashions, don't wear your clothes, don't
need a gazillion dollars for college, and if they get
pregnant, you can sell the results.


love,

jo dash jo
~ Wednesday, November 05, 2003
 
well... I have to say that halloween put a damper on alot of things in our area... Its pretty bad when you have to sit on your step all night with your cousin to protect your mailbox from being blown off.... I have to say that I didn't do the sitting ... but my mother did... she sits on our step and watch the rest of the neighborhood having their mailboxed blown of their houses with firecrackers.... lovely ... then they built a fire in the middle of the street and threw many rocks, crab apples and eggs around the neighborhood... while this was going on... I was at our lovely Glace Bay General Hospital getting my shoulder checked... or so I thought was going to happen.... It ended up that I left work early to get my shoulder checked out because I was in an insane amount of pain for about 2 days... I arrieved there around 5:15 and left around 10:30ish.... I was not happy... I was sick and tired of waiting around and having people that came after me (non serious) being treated and sent home hours before I was even thought off... I just lost my mind and blew out of there causing quite a scene in the process...well what else was I going to do ... I was really pissed off.... so I made plans to go to the NW hospital for the next afternoon and went home for some attempt at sleep...

So I'm either starting to think that there is something wrong with me or im a serious hypochondriac... but who knows.... after the accident the symptoms improved the wandered off and weren't a hastle at all... now the past month or so with the weather getting damp I have been going crazy with different pain in different areas all the time... on hour its my shoulder the next it moves to my other shoulder oh then my leg might act up with a little neck stiffness... oh and why not my knee when I walk down stairs... and to top it all off... my doctor doesn't know jack.... aren't I lucky... shitty doctor with shitty healthcare... oh canada... can't even get some half decent doctors who at least give an effort... mine just punts me off and I see the ER doctors more because at least they show some sort of "caring" to what is going on with me... I would rather pay for my healthcare and get what I deserve insted I don't even get healthcare half the time or if I do I have to wait 6 or 7 hours to get it... at an ER that is... regular doctors just punt you off and have no idea who to refer you to to even help fix your issue... ther is no try... there is nothing... i have never been so concerened about our healthcare system so much in my entire life... my god .... if we can get to see our doctor... he doesn't even know who you are and has to go through your record to find out your name and what was done last for your lingering issue that he can't fix... I get so mad I could screem... Well... If anyone knows a dr... a good one preferabley ... who would have time to see me and help me fix my problems insted of telling me to wait 3 months then come back... I would greatly appreciate it....

signed,

dwindling CBRM Healthcare.... start worrying before its way to late.
~ Wednesday, October 29, 2003
 
I don't really know what to say anymore


I have to say... it has bee quite some time since I have actually come here... I know I threw in the odd post but nothing to be proud of... and nothing really worth reading at that... I guess its that time again where I hit the blog rutt and can't really get in the mood... to write that is.

Its been so long since I could just sit here and really write how I feel about stuff... so much is going on and so little time to do it in.

I recently started playing a game " The Sims " .... I was totally hooked... still am I think... but to me ... its the ultamate game... just like barbies just cooler... there were a ton of expansion pacs to go with it and every pack is unique... I definately recommend this game... and I don't play many.

So halloween is coming up... scarey, spooky and meaningless... go figure... another stupid "thing" to celebrate... I'll never understand that stuff... then the next thing is Christmas... OH don't get me stated on that holiday... or so you call it... people just don't see how pathetic it is... but yet they still spend hundreds and hundreds .... and for what reason.... hmmmmmmmmm ... they don't know anymore... and if they do... Its not something they believe in... COMMERCIALIZATION has got to go... It has absolutely gotten out of hand.... they buy for every occasion.... I'm so bitter about that situation.... but what can I do... I just look like a grinch... what happened to carolers... friends and food and music... exactly... no time for that ... gotta shop... damn people have become compulsive..

well, I'm gonna go... just wanted to drop a line ... who knows... I might just have something interesting to say someday soon ... but then again... who knows.

ta ta for now... thanx for reading

Jo dash Jo
~ Tuesday, October 28, 2003
 
I'm not American... but I know enough.... I read this... and was totally convinced.... ROBIN FOR PREZ

Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan... what we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message.
Robin Williams' plan..(Hard to argue with this logic!)
I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan
1. The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past &present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega, Milosovich and the rest of those 'good ole boys.' We will never "interfere" again.
2. We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the fence.
3. All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are. France would welcome them.
4. All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to
90 days unless given a special permit. No one from a terrorist nation would be allowed in. If you don't like it there, change it yourself and don't hide here. Asylum would never be available to anyone. We don't need any more cab drivers or 7-11 cashiers.
5. No "students" over age 21. The older ones are the bombers. If they don't attend classes, they get a "D" and it's back home baby.
6. The US will make a strong effort to become self-sufficient energy wise. This will include developing non-polluting sources of energy but will require a temporary drilling of oil in the Alaskan wilderness. The caribou will have to cope for a while.
7. Offer Saudi Arabia and other oil producing countries $10 a barrel for their oil. If they don't like it, we go some place else. They can go somewhere else to sell their production. (About a week of the wells filling up the storage sites would be enough.)
8. If there is a famine or other natural catastrophe in the world, we will not "interfere." They can pray to Allah or whomever, for seeds, rain, cement or whatever they need. Besides most of what we give them is stolen or given to the army. The people who need it most get very little, if anything.
9. Ship the UN Headquarters to an isolated island some place. We don't need the spies and fair weather friends here. Besides, the building would make a good homeless shelter or lockup for illegal aliens.
10. All Americans must go to charm and beauty school. That way, no one can call us "Ugly Americans" any longer.
The Language we speak is ENGLISH.....learn it...or LEAVE...
Now, ain't that a winner of a plan.
"The Statue of Liberty is no longer saying 'Give me your poor, your tired, your huddled masses.' She's got a baseball bat and she's yelling, 'You want a piece of me'" -
If you agree with the above forward it to friends
AMEN TO THAT I SAY. NOW, HOW CAN WE GET ROBIN WILLIAMS TO RUN FOR PRESIDENT.
~ Thursday, October 23, 2003
 
Close your eyes...And go back...

Before the Internet or the MAC
Before semi automatics and crack
Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...
Way back...
I'm talking about hide-and-go seek. Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodge ball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals

Wait...

Watching Saturday Morning cartoons
Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man
Wonder Woman & Super Man Underoos
Playing Dukes of Hazard
Catching lightning bugs in a jar
Christmas morning...
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Climbing trees
Getting an Ice Cream off the Ice Cream Truck
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumping down the steps
Jumping on the bed
Pillow fights
Running 'til you were out of breath
Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt
Being tired from playing...
Your first crush...
Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7Up" in the class room.
Remember that?

I'm not finished yet...

Kool-aid was the drink of summer
Toting your friends on your handle bars
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school
Class Field Trips
When nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got there.
When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance, and another quarter a
miracle.

When any parent could discipline any kid, or feed him or use him to
carry groceries, and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.

When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.
When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the
fate that awaited a misbehaving student at home.

Basically, we were in fear for our lives but it wasn't because of
drive-by shootings, drugs, gangs, etc. Our parents and grandparents
were a much bigger threat! And some of us are still afraid of them!!!

Didn't that feel good, just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember that!"

There's nothing like the good old days! They were good then and
they're good now when we think about them.

Share some of these thoughts with a friend who can relate, then share
it with someone that missed out on them. I want to go back to the time
when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo"
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"
"Race issue"; meant arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "Monopoly"
Catching the fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.
Being old, referred to anyone over 20.
The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
Nobody was prettier than Mom.
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better.
It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people"
rides at the amusement park.

Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"
Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.
The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.
Water balloons were the ultimate, ultimate weapon.
Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest
protectors.
~ Monday, October 20, 2003
 
A new Monday Feature......

Poetry and other fun stuff By Jezzi



Joda's Ode to Quality Feedbacks


There once was a girl named Joda,
Whose name surprisingly rhymes with Yoda,
She fedback qualities 'till she was blue in the face,
Zero after Zero what a disgrace.
Please verify the version of software is 8. (had to change this line for security purposes ... lol )
Oh No! He didn't, it's too late!
Don't forget empathy and willingness to assist,
Oh no! Watch out Joda is getting pissed.
She doesn't like giving out Zeros,
She wants you to be her quality hero!
So don't forget to give her your all!
And get a 31 on every call!

with love,
Jezzi


................... HA HA.... I love my Monday morning poetry and stuff from my good pal Jezzi.....

Ps... the Joda thing.... that has to do with an agent at work that thinks my name is Joda and not Jo-Jo...

oh well... more to come...

later

Jo dash da
~ Saturday, October 18, 2003
 
Subject:
What I've Learned As I've Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jack asses.
I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.
I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
I've learned that it is not what you wear, it is how you take it off.
I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.
I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.
I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.
I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.
I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.
I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.
I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important
ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.

just another good email.... lovem......

Jo dash Jo
~ Friday, October 17, 2003
 
Why its good to be a Woman.
1. We got off the Titanic first.
2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses.
3. Taxis stop for us.
4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.
5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo.
6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves.
7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know.
8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end.
9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.
10. We have the ability to dress ourselves.
11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.
12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot.
13. We will never regret piercing our ears.
14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.
15. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening anyway.
 
THIS IS WHAT MY FUCKING JOB HAS GOTTEN ME!!

lost a relationship
lost time... to none at all
lost patience
lost my best friend
lost my mind


what the fuck is gonna go now... thank god they lock the windows here cause today would be a day that jumping looks too good...

... kill me

Jo dash Jo
~ Thursday, October 16, 2003
 
Jezzi Says:

"Gotta Be KB! "
~ Wednesday, October 15, 2003
 
... I've decided to take a break ...

It doesn't seem that I have any time anymore... this shift stinks... Its not the only thing eating up my time... but thats besides the point. I need things to be back on track... back on a schedule... back doing the things that keep me happy...

things I would do if I had the time...

visit with my godson... I definately DON"T see him enough thats for sure... I'm gonna miss out on the fun stuff.

go for a 3 hour walk before it gets too cold... I hate the cold.. more than anything... even the slightest chill has me uncomfortable... I just wanna take in the last bit before I'm cut off for a few months.

spend time with my pets... I have a few... a cat that dissowned me, a kitten I barely know and two new additions to my rats... man I'm such a bad person... must find time for them.

spend some quality time with my MoM... I miss her alot... well spending time with her... the little bit of time we had spent was spent well.

take up a hobby... maybe rug making ... or wilderness survival... whatever really, I'm open to new things.

meet someone new everyday... I haven't met a new person in about a month... and that is not like me at all... its crazy.

read a book I like... and the whole damn thingI will start a book then just put it away... or fall asleep... I need to get some more learneage in me..

take care of myself... spend time on me... getting back my schedule and keeping in line... working out and personal care... I'm such a slacker..

learn a dozen new songs a day... singing and playing... why couldn't I... I could.. just don't... again... SLACKER... sigh

I will never learn... I'm so easily led... and the easy way... oh yeah.. thats my way... So here I sit with chicken in hand... swearing to change and to do a bunch of stuff I know that I wont do ... but its the thought that counts right... or so they say...

So will I just keep making empty promises to myself or will I really straighten up and start doing something about it... only time will tell I guess... just wait and see.

jo dash jo
~ Tuesday, October 14, 2003
 
...... going through the email once again

i am such an email pack rat... I save everything .... so here is one that kinda suits my moods lately... and its from my best friend Steve... and dated back to last January... :S.. h aha... i suck... but here goes....

When I was a kid adults used to bore me to tears with
their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when
they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles
to school every morning uphill both ways through
year 'round blizzards carrying their younger siblings
on their backs to their one-room schoolhouse where they
maintained a straight-A average despite their full-time
after-school job at the local textile mill where they worked
for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from
starving to death!

And I remember promising myself that when I grew up
there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of
crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how
easy they've got it!

But....

Now that I've reached the ripe old age of twenty-nine,
I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.
You've got it so fuckin' easy!

I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in freakin
Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know
how good you've got it!

I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The
Internet--we wanted to know something, we had to go
to the damn library and look it up ourselves!

And there was no email! We had to actually write
somebody a letter--with a pen!--and then you had
to walk all the way across the street and put it in
the fuckin' mailbox and it would take like a week to
get there!

And there were no MP3s or Napsters! You wanted to
steal music, you had to go to the damn record
store and shoplift it yourself!

Or we had to wait around all day to tape it off the
radio and the DJ'd usually talk over the beginning and
fuck it all up!

You want to hear about hardship? You couldn't just
download porn! You had to bribe some homeless
dude to buy you a copy of "Hustler" at the 7-11! It was
either that or jackoff to the lingerie section of the JC
Penney catalog! Those were your options!

We didn't have fancy shit like Call Waiting! If you
were on the phone and somebody else called they
got a busy signal!

And we didn't have fancy Caller ID Boxes either!
When the phone rang, you had no idea who it was
it could be your boss, your mom, a collections agent,
your drug dealer, you didn't know!!! You just had to
pick it up and take your chances, mister!

And we didn't have any fancy Sony Playstation videogames
with high-resolution 3-D graphics! We had the Atari 2600!
With games like "Space Invaders" and "Asteroids" and the
graphics sucked! Your guy was a little square! We had
to use our imagination! And there were no multiple levels
or screens, it was just one screen forever! And you could
never win, the game just kept getting harder and faster
until you died! Just like LIFE!

When you went to the movie theater there no such thing
as stadium seating! All the seats were the same height!
A tall guy sat in front of you, you were screwed!

And sure, we had cable television, but back then that
was only like 20 channels and there was no onscreen
menu! You had to use a little book called a TV Guide
to find out what was on!

And there was no Cartoon Network! You could only get
cartoons on Saturday morning... ...D'ya hear what the
fuck I'm saying!?! We had to wait ALL WEEK, you spoiled
little bastards!

That's exactly what I'm talking about! You kids today have
got it too easy. You're spoiled, I swear to God! You guys
wouldn't last five minutes back in 1984!

so thats that..... and I say a big YEAH to that one... lol... have a good day... and keep on keepin on...

Jo dash jo
~ Friday, October 10, 2003
 
Bash the Rich ... Part II

I hate politics... and everything about it... I guess because I don't care... WELL ...

I had an appointment with Mr Lawyer today... I have been meeting with him periodically to discuss my progress and to keep the other insurance companies up to date on how my condition is doing... He wrote some notes and both decided that I will go back to my doctor and demand something done for my hip or some answers on how long it will be until I should be fully recovered (should have been 6 months) ... We got to talking about the Insurance Legislation that the goverment are talking about passing... now get this... you get in a car accident... you pay alot of money for insurance... this legislation is passed and in the accident you break your leg... lets say you do physiothereapy and have a couple of surgeries on it... within 3 years your recovered... no signs of permanent dammage but those 3 years had flipped your life upside down... since this law is passed the insurance company is paying you $2500 for pain and suffering... $2500 ... thats just crazy... suffing for 3 years ... fighting to get back into good physical condition and the Insurance company slaps you in the face... TERRIBLE... I dred to see the day this happens...

We were talking about Soft Tissue dammage and how it is actually more painful and more stressful than a broken bone or alot of other minor injuries caused in accidents... now I can speak for that... I was in agony for at least 3 months after the accident ... where I HAD to move and go to physio where I was bent out of shape in hope that the pain will ease up enough to get through the day... now if an insurance offered me $2500 for my pain and that was it... well... I'd be flippin... sooooo BOOOOOOOOOOO on all these GD Insurance companies... if they didn't want to play out claims then they shouldn't have been in business... dammit what are you paying them for... :S .. thats what I thought....

I know that I'm sick and tired of giving my money away... I work to pay ... I pay for what????? ... someday we might open our eyes and realize that enough is enough... the rich are only getting richer and the poor ... well you already know what we are doing.... paying for the rich... IT MAKES ME SO MAD I WANNA SCREAM.... why do we keep giving them our money... like we have lots to throw away... WHY DONT THEY START PAYING US TO LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC... WHY DON'T THEY PAY US TO LISTEN TO OUR MUSIC... IM SORRY BUT I'D RIP OUT ALL MY FINGERNAILS AND DIP THEM IN JAVEX BEFORE I WILLINGLY HAND OVER MY MONEY TO ANY RICH PERSON *THINKING* ... NOW THEY REALLY THINK THIS.... THEY THEY WORKED HARD FOR IT... OH SPARE ME... IF I HAD THE MONEY I WOULD LOOK AS GOOD... IF I HAD THE MONEY I WOULD SOUND AS GOOD... PLEASE DON'T SIT THERE AND TELL ME THAT WHAT THEY DO IS HARD AND THAT THEY DESERVE THE MONEY... WHAT THEY DESERVE IS A KICK IN THE ASS AND A VOTE OFF THE ISLAND... THERE ARE MILLIONS OF STRUGGLING PEOPLE IN THE WORLD AND THERE THEY SIT COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW BAD THEY HAVE IT... I COULD SCREAM... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... ... JUST GET RID OF THEM... ALL OF THEM... I CAN'T SEE ANY OF THEM MAKE A DIFFERENCE THEY HOARD THEIR MONEY AND PRETEND THEY CARE... oPRAH AND HER TAX WRITE OFFS... SHE LOOKS SO CARING... YEAH SHE'S AN ACTOR... SHE REALLY CARES.. HA HA... SHE DOES WHAT SHE DOES SO SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO PAY ... DIRTY DIRTY RICH PEOPLE... THEY ARE ALL GOING TO HELL... THEY DON'T CARE... THEY DON'T WORK HARD... THEY JUST DON'T MATTER.. BUT YOU STILL GIVE THEM YOUR MONEY... WELL NOT ME... NOT ANYMORE... ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.. AND THEY GOTTA GO... THEY DO NOT NEED THE MONEY THEY HAVE ... THEY DON'T EVEN DESERVE A SMALL AMOUNT ... THE DESERVE A KICK IN THE ASS AND PUT TO WORK... THIS SUBJECT MAKES ME SOOOOOO ANGRY ... ANGRY THAT NO ONE REALIZES WHAT THEY ARE DOING... ITS SOO SAD... WELL ... I'M SURE I WILL RANT ABOUT THIS AGAIN... ITS KINDA LIKE MY TOP RANT LATELY...

oH YEAH... I'M GETTING A NEW PET TODAY... DELIVERED BY HAND FROM TRURO... MY HAIRLESS RAT WILL BE IN MY POSSESION LATER THIS EVENING... I'M SO EXCITED...







there is a little idea of what the little guys looks like...

WELL... HAVE FUN AND STOP GIVING THE RICH YOUR MONEY... ITS YOURS... KEEP IT... THEY DON'T NEED IT... JUST KICK THEM IN THE ARSE... THATS ALL THEY DESERVE.

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